tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33902979489219582752024-03-05T07:50:26.433-05:00hillbillyknittera drama-free zone for knitting inspirations~&~ musical musings~&~ heartbeatshillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.comBlogger49125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-11507966849162819382013-08-20T22:55:00.002-04:002013-08-20T22:55:49.889-04:00hmmm...seems like a more than a year has elapsed since the last post. How does that happen? If only we could freeze time like that. Hmmm...something to ponder.
Knitting-yes..shawls and socks. Mindless stuff. The yarn is now in the basement and knitting has taken a major backseat to music.
Music-YES..and LOL still working on Flatt Lonesome with much more of a foundation than a year ago. New strings today. Strap lock today. Perhaps a video today. Who knows?
Heartbeats? Always and still and wider and deeper but always and still. No need to play 'catch up'. All there is..is NOW.
Until the next post and who knows when that shall be.
(and I've missed my fish!)
***grin***hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-75548707858594015722012-01-19T21:55:00.000-05:002012-01-19T21:55:44.676-05:002012What amazing energy this year is already demonstrating. We have 2 sweaters on needles and a 3rd off needles ready to be sewn together (Charvet) and have learned some amazing new songs on the Dobro and our heart is beating strongly and surely. Miss Holly Herself is growing into a lovely panther. Derek is happy and in Love. Julie and family are thriving. David is my very best friend always. I have no complaints. HAPPY NEW YEAR!hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-89976369563934478762011-11-01T23:22:00.001-04:002011-11-01T23:22:51.201-04:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfXbRsP3v7M6sxrm7lnHINUXQctvo93-4p_RHJX3V8Oxq87Y7cvJ5euQMFcjkpf2QnWxIDeN95SrwQ_10h10P5RFpmrcGGQhSnQXzzyi00t15Z5rs_9_QYzmcSyd4XUvjV_1ko2H1RbUlB/s1600/100_1872.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="400" width="300" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfXbRsP3v7M6sxrm7lnHINUXQctvo93-4p_RHJX3V8Oxq87Y7cvJ5euQMFcjkpf2QnWxIDeN95SrwQ_10h10P5RFpmrcGGQhSnQXzzyi00t15Z5rs_9_QYzmcSyd4XUvjV_1ko2H1RbUlB/s400/100_1872.JPG" /></a></div>hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-24436649862223085612011-10-28T11:41:00.000-04:002011-10-28T11:41:05.109-04:00Charvet Pullover update<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixn73VKKrCLmh655vXc-YXv9o0MYdyNto__hEfMq_aUHJcqgr0GfQDboYr09Fhf1bVYlaqkyYI0EJSD-QEcwbK6Nj3_5oDIzZPJxcoH0fHsxOWJJKpRTV1uzGiJY1VW9QUP1Fa-DXIQqW0/s1600/100_2475.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="270" width="360" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixn73VKKrCLmh655vXc-YXv9o0MYdyNto__hEfMq_aUHJcqgr0GfQDboYr09Fhf1bVYlaqkyYI0EJSD-QEcwbK6Nj3_5oDIzZPJxcoH0fHsxOWJJKpRTV1uzGiJY1VW9QUP1Fa-DXIQqW0/s400/100_2475.jpg" /></a></div>hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-12804668127648247382011-10-22T11:55:00.002-04:002011-10-22T11:55:44.995-04:00Knitting=last rows of final Annis shawlette<br />
Music-Miss the Mississippi and You<br />
Heartbeats=Continoushillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-55246659254028782122011-10-21T23:50:00.002-04:002011-10-21T23:50:56.583-04:00toasty wool socks<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOg0TLjpKcCtaAsUfbH2xASGkORsLVoeihcxG4gpqCECbQ458JVNEMNGCM_8PhcdLsivLmGLEU3Iws06qBU_ioLGeMK6BxbwO8CwvbFayIDNIn4u35ZoV_qFSaVL0s5b7BBrPbOIGp1_Og/s1600/100_2405.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="300" width="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOg0TLjpKcCtaAsUfbH2xASGkORsLVoeihcxG4gpqCECbQ458JVNEMNGCM_8PhcdLsivLmGLEU3Iws06qBU_ioLGeMK6BxbwO8CwvbFayIDNIn4u35ZoV_qFSaVL0s5b7BBrPbOIGp1_Og/s400/100_2405.JPG" /></a></div>hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-81982840028771320172011-09-22T09:47:00.000-04:002011-09-22T09:47:44.170-04:00stepping away from facebookand will update occasionally here..however I honestly think I'd rather just turn the computer off and play music. Here's Miss Holly Herself:<br />
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hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-43944343330497703272011-08-20T14:55:00.000-04:002011-08-20T14:55:29.892-04:00Her name is HollisterBut we shall call her Holly...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmpAEZlSFJeyZf7xF4kVciGZOZQQDu5MksrD9vkV_ZQIQ2ESjY1H7uQzSTPnVXNzk9HoM3Md0XUXrszIR7FYlMCUXllwS0eJrdFJqEVYGcZHREuZI_TGHsEL95p2rZbunXK23wZhezB7-L/s1600/100_2105.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="270" width="360" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmpAEZlSFJeyZf7xF4kVciGZOZQQDu5MksrD9vkV_ZQIQ2ESjY1H7uQzSTPnVXNzk9HoM3Md0XUXrszIR7FYlMCUXllwS0eJrdFJqEVYGcZHREuZI_TGHsEL95p2rZbunXK23wZhezB7-L/s400/100_2105.jpg" /></a></div><br />
hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-72364025992212767282011-08-16T22:54:00.000-04:002011-08-16T22:54:23.733-04:00it's all about the chairs...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhd4aLCxfXYu2-JD1-HpNEHMhmhER6mScJfjxngIQTCCFIpBi_Uxf4rrXcrgcvHBSldK3nyH6jb-5xYbV1c78PTsgkFM-W4gL8l_P2eYFE_4rktgmw_tK2lz3fXLVXjPZVAUeDIi2tWeZj7/s1600/100_2085.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="150" width="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhd4aLCxfXYu2-JD1-HpNEHMhmhER6mScJfjxngIQTCCFIpBi_Uxf4rrXcrgcvHBSldK3nyH6jb-5xYbV1c78PTsgkFM-W4gL8l_P2eYFE_4rktgmw_tK2lz3fXLVXjPZVAUeDIi2tWeZj7/s200/100_2085.JPG" /></a></div><br />
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hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-63599433600028787142011-08-14T15:11:00.000-04:002011-08-14T15:11:29.455-04:00and baked<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhYRAPpwKY3Cpv8GxvPWY70v_jTmSLKWvkFz67oYAnb5o7Ux2y-Xn9eevt-nwVlIW5oeg37wJ8sF61iduMxaq801Kh9il6Q-meBCGofjyD-zAkaQXp8D_K5_ehi26UKGo0E_6qd3a0ftxQ/s1600/100_2079.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="270" width="360" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhYRAPpwKY3Cpv8GxvPWY70v_jTmSLKWvkFz67oYAnb5o7Ux2y-Xn9eevt-nwVlIW5oeg37wJ8sF61iduMxaq801Kh9il6Q-meBCGofjyD-zAkaQXp8D_K5_ehi26UKGo0E_6qd3a0ftxQ/s400/100_2079.jpg" /></a></div><br />
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hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-69992175669768760442011-08-14T13:57:00.000-04:002011-08-14T13:57:12.272-04:00baked beans in the making<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgdhgdMfsmDvXdS8YZpFPpFaZpWPyE7QXG_fznc4Viu6QTBWFpwuiV4wIe3nwwWYLHlWw56BAXc2Niei67ux8NdoYHY8rqhMY3V9nsmo8uoZnImcIZwz910w-AVdimNU33jJwp73KDD_B49/s1600/100_2078.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="150" width="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgdhgdMfsmDvXdS8YZpFPpFaZpWPyE7QXG_fznc4Viu6QTBWFpwuiV4wIe3nwwWYLHlWw56BAXc2Niei67ux8NdoYHY8rqhMY3V9nsmo8uoZnImcIZwz910w-AVdimNU33jJwp73KDD_B49/s200/100_2078.jpg" /></a></div><br />
hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-2614107080282969812011-08-14T09:41:00.000-04:002011-08-14T09:41:43.918-04:00legumesare good for us and my TBA read mentioned black beans, red (kidney beans), and pea beans. David loves Western NY style baked beans made with navy/pea beans. This is NOT your southern BBQ, tomato based Pork 'n Beans. Nope, this is just beans cooked way down before adding butter-a goodly amount of butter-like a whole stick of butter-and a heaping helping of brown sugar-did I mention "heaping helping"? Some salt and pepper and then bake it down. It's awesome! He eats it cold on white bread with more butter (it's all about the butter in the Ikeler clan). I'll post a picture of this when it's out of the oven. Right now it's still simmering on the stove. <br />
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TBA read also suggested that I eat more chicken. Makes me laugh and think of a roadside billboard for a popular fast food place. I would have thought more seafood or less meat completely. But this was a strong point so a lovely chicken is going on the rotisserie today as well. <br />
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David is interested in a TBA session. It will be interesting to discover what musical tone he resonates to as well as the foods that support his health and well-being. I would also love to learn everyone of my friend's and family's musical resonance. It somehow puts us all in a song. What chords are we forming? Who are the dissonant tones in my song? hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-22619204645144810402011-08-13T09:24:00.000-04:002011-08-13T09:24:43.134-04:00Total Body Analysisis amazing and so enlightening<br />
Apparently "I" resonate to the tone we know as C#<br />
Time to explore this tone. <br />
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hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-18144662934691812302011-08-12T09:19:00.001-04:002011-08-12T09:19:39.335-04:00Alpaca Happinesshas been ordered hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-54676593046216548072011-08-11T08:32:00.002-04:002011-08-11T08:32:31.979-04:00Daniel Jason GunnAugust 11, 1977~January 2, 2006<br />
hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-12987940024677898162011-08-10T09:27:00.002-04:002011-08-10T09:27:10.770-04:00arpeggio....is the word for today...hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-22596036453146857772011-08-09T08:53:00.000-04:002011-08-09T08:53:48.146-04:00some music and some knitting today....music is sweeter with new strings..<br />
some time to work on some things I don't know<br />
some time to work on some things I know a little<br />
some time to work on some things I know and really enjoy<br />
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knitting is always a haven..well almost always<br />
the great Annis knit-out is continuing<br />
I have 1 finished and 1 about midway<br />
Rebecca has 1 off the needles and 1 about midway<br />
that's 4 by my count! <br />
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The pics will wait till we can post them all together<br />
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and my heartbeat today is steady..August is a busy month at the Prayer Registry which has the children registered by their "death-dates". Looking at the pictures of these faces is so grounding for me. Holding these families in my heart in healing meditation is healing for me. Writing to the families and to the one's who've gone on is strengthening me. As we approach what would have been Danny's 34th birthday, we honestly feel we are in a better, stronger frame of heart and mind than we've been for the last 5.hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-39468315545721905422011-08-07T23:02:00.000-04:002011-08-07T23:02:22.119-04:00I think it's time for some new strings for the resoyep that sounds like a really good ideahillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-72694962508595807702011-08-07T14:31:00.002-04:002011-08-07T14:31:25.083-04:00his eyes were telling me of what was to be...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhaSzAnLR5jI-sKb_lb6aLq_0KjXxBXcwSwRjNjzgBHWDl_rF_A1zZN-U7MWh5Z7U5bAiD27hnRjXjD2rAgCNXcSZCfeb1f4m905eDeVhmM8r-OmmcA9Ig5hiaEbOlhjG16SrMZZVYs4Zwu/s1600/100_0599_019.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="300" width="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhaSzAnLR5jI-sKb_lb6aLq_0KjXxBXcwSwRjNjzgBHWDl_rF_A1zZN-U7MWh5Z7U5bAiD27hnRjXjD2rAgCNXcSZCfeb1f4m905eDeVhmM8r-OmmcA9Ig5hiaEbOlhjG16SrMZZVYs4Zwu/s400/100_0599_019.jpg" /></a></div>hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-57505767960999157492011-08-06T09:50:00.000-04:002011-08-06T09:50:06.215-04:00always making me laugh....<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEij210Rjm9h4x2KlY-j-HCQSU9Be-1-r-7eBE6uy32cCD5Eesu-0cB1EWniYpxg8ClVyQCjs9LyMlkvdX2k_BXTHKPvHUv3voMxSXYSnEpr6VU89p3qNBPWSH7_C2RsAB5hqfQbkjgysIIS/s1600/100_0598_018.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="300" width="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEij210Rjm9h4x2KlY-j-HCQSU9Be-1-r-7eBE6uy32cCD5Eesu-0cB1EWniYpxg8ClVyQCjs9LyMlkvdX2k_BXTHKPvHUv3voMxSXYSnEpr6VU89p3qNBPWSH7_C2RsAB5hqfQbkjgysIIS/s400/100_0598_018.jpg" /></a></div>hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-9989649561945640592011-08-05T08:49:00.000-04:002011-08-05T08:49:53.397-04:00we may have reached the bottom..not sure but it's quiet and still here<br />
think I shall just rest here for awhilehillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-56958638790807565922011-08-04T23:22:00.000-04:002011-08-04T23:22:23.730-04:00sucker punches I have known...oh nance, we are sooo sorry to hear about your boy..if there is anything we can do just let us know, ok..oh by the way, did you hear our daughter is getting married this year? <br />
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so what all did he take? didn't you know he was an addict?<br />
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sometimes I would give up my firstborn in a heartbeat!<br />
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oh honey you just go ahead and cry..just let those little old tears just come pouring out.<br />
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was it suicide? are you sure it wasn't suicide? how can you be sure it wasn't suicide?<br />
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you seem down today..what's the matter?<br />
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sure can't wait till you get back to normal!<br />
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you need to get past this and get on with your life!<br />
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well at least you had him as long as you did.hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-17831670553394743802011-08-04T10:04:00.002-04:002011-08-04T10:04:46.927-04:00I can do this...and I amhillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3390297948921958275.post-19010261340896069382011-08-03T22:25:00.000-04:002011-08-03T22:25:27.674-04:00hell you say?nancy's definitions of hell:<br />
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hell is not knowing what morgue your child is laying in.<br />
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hell is being told by the medical examiner it's too late, the autopsy was done yesterday.<br />
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hell is reading that autopsy and recognizing your child just from the descriptions it contains.<br />
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hell is knowing the weight of your child's brain.<br />
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hell is a container of cremated remains with your child's name on the paper attached to it.<br />
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hell is a toe tag in that container that has obviously gone through intense heat.<br />
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hell is walking into a room of co-workers and their conversations cease.<br />
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hell is feeling badly about sharing any of this due to it making someone uncomfortable.<br />
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hell is being asked what is the matter with me.<br />
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hell is waking up remembering.<br />
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hell is remembering as you fall asleep.hillbillyknitterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07918049568846180276noreply@blogger.com4